Tuesday, 31 January 2012


this is ridiculous.. you poison me.. are you trying to kill me. it may not be seen but you tried to kill me mentally.

you kill me with your words. with your poisonous words.. i'm sorry.. may i ask.. why did you do that? 

Friday, 27 January 2012


shhhhh..she said.. she really is mad.. not a smile on her face.. all she's doing is observing and sit still..

Thursday, 26 January 2012


All praise to Allah.. and Assalamualaikum peeps..

All this while, i keep questioning myself why am i taking and studying something which i don't have passion in. I cry all night, push my self harder just to keep my self on the track. I push away all those unnecessary feelings aside. Struggle myself in and out. Pray that all that i've learned, i'll understand and pass my exam papers. Be a good student. Be a good daughter of mak and ayah. Be a good adik to all kakak and abang. Be a good friend and soon be a good zaujah and menantu.. insha'allah..

more and more..

the thing is it would never be enough.. instead for striving like crazeyh for 'dunya' you always get 'dunya'.. but if you strive for 'akhirat' you'll get both.

everything need to be balance like 'day and night' , 'moon and stars', 'fiction and fantasy'.. I came across a short well written masterpiece..which made me realize of something which somehow is true. If you say that you have 'passion' in art that doesn't mean that you should neglect the math. it should be balance though. in a good way of balance. Being perfect is not the deal.. but this is eventually how you being a better muslim. :)

p/s : wearing a high heel also need some balance. love you love one. :)

Friday, 13 January 2012


May peace be upon you..

 Bismillah.. a great start with a smile on your face.. manissssssssss je..

Salam Jum'ah.. Its Friday already..sebagai hari yang penuh barakah. alhamdulillah i can still breathe and feel the warmth sun on my face..

Daisy in jar

Monday, 9 January 2012

Be a man..

In the name of Allah Most Gracious and Most Merciful..

Be a man..Don't approach her, approach her wali..    

Friday, 6 January 2012

Twenty Twelve

Assalamualaikum.. :)

For soooooo long i have been distracted..not a single update on any of the social networks.. Diam itu lebih baik bukan.. oh welcome twenty twelve.. I will miss you twenty eleven...

Yang paling di ingati di sepanjang 2011, adalah pernantian tahun 2012.. aneh, namun acapkali itulah yang berlaku.. setelah 2012, ''kau terus akan katakan aku rindu tahun sudah!''..

p/s : Moga allah terus melindungi kita..